Lorenz "I'm an 11" Hellman Gloucester (
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[Open + Closed Prompts Within] June Catch-All | Garland Moon
Who: Lorenz + Open (Closed Prompts in Comments)
When: Throughout June
Where: Throughout Aefenglom and possible Quest locations
What: Lorenz adjusts to a quiet home + Quests/Plots/Whatever Else
Warnings: Gen right now. TBD as they come up.
A
[He had kept quiet about his troubles, but after the full moons had passed and started to wane in the sky, Lorenz couldn't fight the lingering restlessness that ate at his person unchecked for much longer. Even leash training his young black cat, minding the tea at the shop, and the sundry other projects he had on his plate could only do so much to ameliorate the situation at hand.
Lapis was gone. Pumpkin with her. His home within Aefenglom was, once more, too quiet for his comfort.
Craving a change in his routine, Lorenz dropped into the Purramid Cafe to see what sort of business this new establishment was. Perhaps he would pick up a few surprises for his own cat... or perhaps he might be recognized as the tall, elegant Faun with flowers in his antlers that worked at DiplomaTea. Who could say?]
B
[...For once, Lorenz seemed dreadfully out of his element. His hair and demeanor were as pristinely manicured as ever, but there was a certain spring in his step and furtive look in his eyes that betrayed just how distracted he was. Quietly biting his tongue into silence, Lorenz retraced his steps throughout town-- checking lost item bins in every establishment he went through.
His target: a simple, leather bound folio with page leaves that seemed too well worn to be a mere log of notes or personal journal.
No. It was his private book of hand-written poetry.
With each turn of his private quest remaining unfulfilled, Lorenz quietly grew more agitated and anxious as he passed through town. While ordinarily friends passing by would be met with a casual conversation, he was prone to being both startled and hurried.
He wanted to give the impression that everything was as fine as it always was. It wasn't.]
When: Throughout June
Where: Throughout Aefenglom and possible Quest locations
What: Lorenz adjusts to a quiet home + Quests/Plots/Whatever Else
Warnings: Gen right now. TBD as they come up.
A
[He had kept quiet about his troubles, but after the full moons had passed and started to wane in the sky, Lorenz couldn't fight the lingering restlessness that ate at his person unchecked for much longer. Even leash training his young black cat, minding the tea at the shop, and the sundry other projects he had on his plate could only do so much to ameliorate the situation at hand.
Lapis was gone. Pumpkin with her. His home within Aefenglom was, once more, too quiet for his comfort.
Craving a change in his routine, Lorenz dropped into the Purramid Cafe to see what sort of business this new establishment was. Perhaps he would pick up a few surprises for his own cat... or perhaps he might be recognized as the tall, elegant Faun with flowers in his antlers that worked at DiplomaTea. Who could say?]
B
[...For once, Lorenz seemed dreadfully out of his element. His hair and demeanor were as pristinely manicured as ever, but there was a certain spring in his step and furtive look in his eyes that betrayed just how distracted he was. Quietly biting his tongue into silence, Lorenz retraced his steps throughout town-- checking lost item bins in every establishment he went through.
His target: a simple, leather bound folio with page leaves that seemed too well worn to be a mere log of notes or personal journal.
No. It was his private book of hand-written poetry.
With each turn of his private quest remaining unfulfilled, Lorenz quietly grew more agitated and anxious as he passed through town. While ordinarily friends passing by would be met with a casual conversation, he was prone to being both startled and hurried.
He wanted to give the impression that everything was as fine as it always was. It wasn't.]
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[Standing tall, Lorenz delicately arched an eyebrow. He knew this game well by now-- and knew that Hubert had more than enough to 'properly leverage' him.]
...You do not even deign to see when I am being genuine with you, Hubert. I do not need your help.
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[And under his comfortably shaded seat, Hubert returns his attention to the book on the table.]
[Carry on, fussy deer-man.]
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Despite himself, Lorenz stiffly pulled out a chair across from the man and sat himself in it while doing his utmost to avoid eye contact in that instant.]
You are going to extract a price from me, but I have Conditions if you do.
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Go on.
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The subject matter of is deep, personal importance to me. I'll not have you weaponizing it as you do every one of our other interactions. I will not 'prove myself' to you on this matter; you should be more than well aware of my stance on matters of import to you.
[How many times did he have to prove that he wasn't a threat, he wondered? How many times did he have to prove that his intrigue with Hubert was not politically based, but on how their minds and personalities interwove together when affairs met at a critical point?]
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And what do you expect that to accomplish?
[He knew what the potion was. He would've even had his specialty not been in alchemy.]
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To assuage both of our unease, it seems. I harbor no ill intent toward you or your's, but this is not a matter I will have you leveraging in your plans either.
It seems you have a clue, but how many more debts must you extract until you are satisfied?
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It has never been a matter of debt. Your predictable sense of honor and obligation is merely a failsafe. The matter simply is that you are either an ally, or some degree of threat.
'Harboring no ill will' is indicative of nothing. Such a thing has never been necessary. Walk the line playing nice with all sides as you wish. It does not change the fact you serve your own ends. Your potion does not change that fact.
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Even if I were to profess my support of your cause, my belief that both Lady Edelgard's and Claude's plans have merit and should both be brought to fruition if at all possible, you would never believe a word I say. That is a correct and understandable method, given the Adrestrian influences within Alliance politics... But why continue demanding that which cannot be proven in this realm?
Were Claude here for me to speak to, I may be able to give a more defined answer, but he is not and likely will not be. Until I can find a more definite answer... That is all I can offer.
But I tire of... This. Whatever this is. You are a fascinating man, Hubert, and I desire to know you better for reasons that are entirely my own... But as you cannot trust me, I cannot trust you not to use the contents of my missing item for untoward purpose.
You see the problem, yes?
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[He gestured to the vial. ]
Even if I did, I do not see the benefit to me. Or you, for that matter. It cannot enforce oaths.
[He was quite aware that it did tip people off to their Bonded's sincerity. That didn't mean he would acknowledge it aloud. ]
And to spend an entire day like that...
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[Lorenz said stiffly, falling onto his base of haughtiness as a matter of security.]
I've found it most helpful with Lapis, when she was still in this realm. As difficult as she could be to understand at times, being able to divine her true feelings during the most confusing moments was a small blessing.
[Specifically, he focused on Lapis. Following the advice he had gotten from Hubert before, he wisely kept himself as closed off from Sylvain as possible. That man was too much of a wildcard with his emotions to be trusted in delicate affairs like this.]
Besides, I am not as uncouth as you may imagine. We may be more alike than you realize.
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Uncouth? Hardly. You carry more grace than most from our world. [The greater example of grace goes without saying, of course.] Again, that we bear similarity is precisely why I cannot trust you. [There's a subtle stress on cannot.] My personal opinion of the matter remains a moot point. You play both sides, like you fancy yourself some kind of Riegan, managing the Alliance.
[Hubert's fingers drum once on the table.] It is simple opportunism, if opportunism grounded in pragmatic concern. So long as you continue to play at his game, "divining how you feel" holds little value to me when your actions are not driven by your personal feelings. Do you understand?
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But... is it not a Noble's Duty to set aside their personal wishes and goals for the sake of the greater good?
[He ventured, tearing his eyes from Hubert as he settled back onto that old refrain. Intermingling with those he knew from his school days, who lived life outside of the well curated social circles that the Gloucester family had accumulated over the course of generations, had taught him a lot about the world. But, in that moment, he was truly perplexed.
--He laughed bitterly.]
I had no idea that this was how people saw me, Hubert. Clearly, I didn't follow Ferdinand's suggestion of talking to those who were unfamiliar and not making judgements too quickly well enough.
[It had been something he had struggled with quietly, alone. Taking care of others came naturally to him; taking care of himself was a wholly different matter.]
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[Hubert leaned back again, observing the stages of Lorenz' expression.]
I do not speak for anyone else. But a friend to all is a friend to none, Lorenz. So long as you do not pick a side, we will continue to have this issue.
[His brow furrowed slightly.]
I will help you find your tome on the grounds that I despise the thought of receiving something reciprocated from you. [He's speaking of his birthday. A shake of his head.] Nothing more. Bring me the quill or inkwell that you used. I feel this topic of your hypocrisy has exhausted itself for now.
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That said, I will think on the matter. Even if Claude were to arrive, there is no guarantee that he would be a Claude that is capable of answering my questions.
[Sighing at how easily Hubert had seen through him, he pulled out his capped inkwell. Of course Hubert would have found information on his writing habit-- he shouldn't be surprised.]
But is not hypocricy an unfortunate part of our lives that we must all work on? You are yourself guilty of this petty crime.
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[He will never understand this man.]
[But Hubert accepts it none the less, clearing his own book from the table and beginning to sprinkle salt (taken from the table shaker) in some kind of pattern.]
So I am sure, [He mumbles distractedly, dismissively. Hubert's heard criticisms. He's heard a lot of criticisms. It's part of the role he plays within the Empire, the very fabric of his character. More wouldn't make a difference.]
[He uncaps the inkwell, using his magic to float a droplet from it into the middle of the circle he's drawn, then pushing magic through the salt lines.]
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The man claimed to be a conqueror and yet also a king. It was perplexing-- but thus far the man calling himself Iskandar had been nothing but respectful in regards to all of Lorenz's personal troubles.]
...If it brings you satisfaction, please know that I would stand beside Lady Edelgard if she were called to task and needed aid in this realm-- but I say that because I've sat with the fact that we are from versions of Fodlan with differing histories... and I'm aware that even if Claude were to arrive that he is not a man to blindly trust.
[That was the deepest part of his confusion regarding Petra. Why would she-- a princess from a kingdom on the clear opposite side of Fodlan-- place her bets on a man who isn't looking in that direction at all? There was nothing for Claude in Brigid that he was aware of.
Everything he had deduced of the man indicated that Claude was looking in the opposite direction, towards Almyra.]
But, for all of your own talk about how you can't trust the rest of us because of our differing histories, have you ever considered the notion that the Lady Edelgard von Hresvelg that is in this city may not be the one that you know?
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No. I have not, considering she is the only one whose recollection of events matches mine word for word.
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[He shook his head, knowing full well that he was playing with fire in that instant.]
Hubert, with the myriad of possibilities that we have been presented with among those of us from Fodlan, it's entirely probable and realistic that the Fodlans we all hail from are somewhat, but not entirely, different. Some more so than others. In fact, the odds of any of us being from the exact same time with the exact same history are astonishingly low.
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Improbably, but possible. Are you really fool enough to believe we have not investigated this thoroughly? We are aware of the myriad variables. We're also aware, that among every tale of our people here, Her Majesty and I are the two most consistent factors across each telling.
[There was always their war, begun in the same fashion. The similarities distressingly ended there. Yet, for all everyone's alliances moved around across narratives, it was a small comfort everyone treated him the same: as an Adrestian Loyalist, steadfastly by Edelgard's side.]
If there is one story I will not cast doubt, it is hers. Even if there were slight [He says it mockingly] variations, I would still stand by her side.
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No one would expect less from you, Hubert. But, I wonder... wouldn't some incidents before the war have impact on our lives in some small yet undeniable fashion? I cannot imagine where I would be if I hadn't crossed paths with some of the Black Eagles while we were still in school. Even if we're on opposing sides of the war, I value those connections and hope to one day reestablish them-- if time and history allows us to.
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[Hubert possessed an endless patience, at times. Broaching the topic he did, Lorenz ensured this was not one of those times.]
Your point, Gloucester? [Each word was bitten off like its own sentence. The real point, the one circled obliquely like a patient wolf, hidden among smoke and mirrors and cloaks and daggers.]
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Only that Lady Edelgard is an impressive blind spot for you in all of your plans, [He said with a casual air, as if discussing a recent show at the Mittelfrank Opera House.]
And that it's surprising that you, with your infinitly analytical mind that has foresight into every possibility, has not even a shred of concern over what the nature of Fodlan's multiple timelines means for us all.
Potentially we all know things about each other that we wouldn't otherwise. Potentially we've seen and done things that others would never have anticipated.
...I'm certain your Lady Edelgard has no idea what a fantastic dancer you are, for example.
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[Hubert's brow narrowed, sucking in a deep breath. He knew the flippant tone was meant to get at him. He hated that it was working. Hubert shoved the anger rising in his chest at the implications down.]
Do not mock me. Or if you do, at least choose something far less obvious. We both know I am nothing of the sort.
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[Lorenz shook his head, his dark hair managing to still look half presentable despite the heat and humidity in the town square.]
The Hubert von Vestra in my memory bested me during the White Heron Cup-- indeed, he bested the entirety of Garreg Mach. You never give less than your all, and it shows.
[But, knowing that he might be pushing too hard, Lorenz leaned away from the man and heaved a sigh.]
...Truthfully? If asked whose word I trusted more-- that of Lady Edelgard von Hresvelg or that of Claude von Reigan, I would certainly choose Lady Edelgard. You see, Claude is a liar at heart and he doesn't know Fodlan. Not the way a person raised on her soils does. By contrast, Lady Edlegard is nothing if not honest and honorable... and I feel that she has seen truths of our world that few others have.
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